aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
tapi bisa nangis semata demi senja
suaraku keras tak berbahasa
kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada
aku mudah baran tidak semena
mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
--rahsia kita berdua
Holidayy
Assalamualaikum.
Hi people ;)
Yayy holidayyy. Cuti yang penuh bermakna ini akan ku penuhi dengan study. Haha ajet ajet jewwww awaks niewww. Cuti-cuti TiKL lagi nak siapkan, Sejarah kena buat mindmap pulak dah. Kemain tebal lagi -.- InsyaAllah minggu ni jugak nak siapkan. 2nd week cuti, busy ada mende kena buat. Hohoh wish us luck, even tak harapkan kemenangan pun. Lol
Oh ya mid-term. It was.. sucks. Seriously. No A's for me, I think. I hate myself for being such a lazy-ass. Math Mod lagi 3 markah nak A-, wth wth wth wth wth wth wth. My ED boleh la, improve dan tak fail. Chemistry and Add Maths, drop ! And I'm proud to say, aku tak fail fizik. lol LAME ALIA LAME.
So I'm going to study hard for my final exam :) Laptop kat rumah ni dah boleh campak laut dah sebenarnya, mengganggu aku nak study.
Hi people ;)
Yayy holidayyy. Cuti yang penuh bermakna ini akan ku penuhi dengan study. Haha ajet ajet jewwww awaks niewww. Cuti-cuti TiKL lagi nak siapkan, Sejarah kena buat mindmap pulak dah. Kemain tebal lagi -.- InsyaAllah minggu ni jugak nak siapkan. 2nd week cuti, busy ada mende kena buat. Hohoh wish us luck, even tak harapkan kemenangan pun. Lol
Oh ya mid-term. It was.. sucks. Seriously. No A's for me, I think. I hate myself for being such a lazy-ass. Math Mod lagi 3 markah nak A-, wth wth wth wth wth wth wth. My ED boleh la, improve dan tak fail. Chemistry and Add Maths, drop ! And I'm proud to say, aku tak fail fizik. lol LAME ALIA LAME.
So I'm going to study hard for my final exam :) Laptop kat rumah ni dah boleh campak laut dah sebenarnya, mengganggu aku nak study.
Life Unexpected
Sigh.
Another hours, dah kena balik asrama or we called it as hell. Kidding. My second home.
Alright. How's life Alia ? Everything's fine ?
Getting better. I think.
Classmates are fine, we're getting closer day by day.
Yam,
Oh this girl, this pretty girl. (aka crush Adha :p) I can't live without her. Dats all I can say. Oh ya, kitorang sangat sekepala okay. (we do crazy things in public x] )
Aiman,
He's my good friend. Selalu bercerita macam macam dengan dia ni, a good listener tawwww jangan main main nohh. And dia ni duduk kat Kuala Kangsar, Perak. Jauh kan dia merantau? Well, aku harap kau tak pindah :) Stay strong Aiman.
Dorm pun, ok la. Petang-petang kalau bosan main chess dengan seniors. Hehe. Kalau takde buat apa tu, tidur je, takpun baca buku. Hari hari macam tu la gamaknya. Esok dah start exam, and I'm not ready :) Yay me. Confirm kedudukan dalam batch drop gila. Drop. Drop. Drop dead gorgeous. Ah tetiba.
Till then. Wish me luck. Assalamualaikum. :)
Another hours, dah kena balik asrama or we called it as hell. Kidding. My second home.
Alright. How's life Alia ? Everything's fine ?
Getting better. I think.
Classmates are fine, we're getting closer day by day.
Yam,
Oh this girl, this pretty girl. (aka crush Adha :p) I can't live without her. Dats all I can say. Oh ya, kitorang sangat sekepala okay. (we do crazy things in public x] )
Aiman,
He's my good friend. Selalu bercerita macam macam dengan dia ni, a good listener tawwww jangan main main nohh. And dia ni duduk kat Kuala Kangsar, Perak. Jauh kan dia merantau? Well, aku harap kau tak pindah :) Stay strong Aiman.
Dorm pun, ok la. Petang-petang kalau bosan main chess dengan seniors. Hehe. Kalau takde buat apa tu, tidur je, takpun baca buku. Hari hari macam tu la gamaknya. Esok dah start exam, and I'm not ready :) Yay me. Confirm kedudukan dalam batch drop gila. Drop. Drop. Drop dead gorgeous. Ah tetiba.
Till then. Wish me luck. Assalamualaikum. :)
When those feelings fade away..
I hate when I really like or even love a boy and my feelings for them start to fade away and there is nothing I can do about it. I try to recapture those feelings I once felt for that person but it seems the more I try the faster those feelings fade till eventually those feelings of love, compassion, ecstasy, bliss are completely gone. And when I see him, I dont feel that nervousness or butterflies in my stomach, all I see is a person who knows my name, in other words a stranger and it makes my heart hurt ,but not because I miss you or love you it hurts because what we had between each other was special and no one in this world could match that feeling but we let is slip pass our fingers and we can never get that back and no matter how hard I try to bring back and find those feelings I once had, I just cant find them and that what truly breaks my heart is when all those moments we had together are just memories that will eventually also fade away but will not be forgotten so until I find that boy where my feelings for him will never fade away not even till death do us part. I apologize to those who I may cause you heartbreak, pain, or any harm because under no circumstances would I ever hurt you intentionally, so again I say I am sorry from the bottom of my heart I am truly sorry.
#Reality
Its weird how you go from
being strangers to being friends
to being more than friends...
being strangers to being friends
to being more than friends...
then back to being
practically strangers
again.